Thursday 13 July 2017

July 13, 2017

Oi... Not going so well. I had a really good run the other day.. But right now. I feel like I've hit a low...

:(...

I wish...

I had a friend... I dunno... I feel like...

a nobody. But it's so weird cuz physically I'm a monster! And not only physically but mentally it takes a lot to do the stuff that I do. Reading is easy... Isn't it? Yeah... I suppose... I keep thinking food is the answer... but it's not... Not even prayer...

so what is the problem...

The problem is...

I won't do my homework. I have work I can do. But I will not do it. Why?

I don't feel compelled to do it. What do you mean? I mean what's the point of doing it?

Carrying out best practices. Have a goal. Let's see how it turns out!

Sunday 9 July 2017

July 9, 2017

So I've had a rough week. It's soooo hard to get into study mode. But I think I am finally getting into it.

Here's my thoughts and also some rough work...

I want my study pattern to be in the following way

MY FORMULA
3 hours of studying NUMBER
30 minutes of eating ABOVE NUMBER / 6
15 minutes of cleaning ABOVE NUMBER / 12
2 hours and 15 minutes of rest ABOVE NUMBER / 1.333333333333

so in 24 hours

I'll have the above x 4

That's ideal. But until I can reach 3 hours of studying because honestly I can't at the moment. I will at least try and keep the proportions the same.

so right now I studied for 25 minutes which means.
eat for 25/6 = 4.167 minutes
2 minutes for cleaning.
and 19 minutes....

okay so let's clean quickly and rest for 20 minutes and start back up again... I'll try to beat 25 minutes.

also I need to do my tax return assuming CRA accepts it. lol reading about tax returns... oh but i have no tax owing ... yaaaay... damnit wish i made money and had some tax owing -_-

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!! I CAN FEEL THE RHYTHM FINALLY!!!!!!
Today I did work for more than an hour!!! yes >_< lol I know it's not that interesting... But watch, I'm going to continue this pattern..

So now: I did
Studying: 60 minutes
which means
Eating: 10 minutes
Cleaning: 5 minutes
Rest: 45 minutes

"Rhythm is a dancer
It's a soul companion
You can feel it everywhere
Lift your hands and voices
Free your mind and join us
You can feel it in the air"

Sunday 2 July 2017

July 2, 2017

It's a new day!

Commitment, I will crush my past study record.

I'm a BPU (Best Practices User).

Saturday 1 July 2017

July 1, 2017

Time to crush my past study record.

Last year it was 1 hour...

Gonna start now (6:40 PM)

wearing ear plugs, shoes, and rings.

16 minutes have passed and I want to stop... But I'll continue for all those motivations from last year. Also changing seating positions.

22 minutes have passed and I want to stop because I gotta go to the bathroom... Not healthy to keep it in... I'll stop and then continue. I shouuuuuld be able to beat my record. 7:13 PM

10:10 PM Crrrrrap. 18 minutes have passed and I'm already hungry.  The total is 40 minutes for the day... THere are 1 hour and 32 minutes left of the day.

If I want to double my time from last year... I should study for 1 hour and 20 more minutes which leaves me with 12 minutes to fill up my hunger. I'll aim for brain food to keep my brain strong. I'll also eat some protein to keep me from feeling hungry.

It's now 10:52 PM. I ended up talking to my mom about something.

came downstairs
ate bread and hummus then fell asleep. CRAP I don't think I beat my past study record :S