July 6, 2016

So now that I know I passed the report portion of Capstone 1. I need to give a presentation in 4 days.

To do well on the presentation I have to do a bunch of things. Which I have not yet done.

I'm a fan of this blog because it's keeping me in check a bit.

says my current self --->I'm lonely. But being alone is a great thing! <-- says my past self

Also the world is an AMAZINGLY HUGE AND INCREDIBLY BIG place.

I'll fall in love again. I've done so, I don't know how many times. And my ex was definitely not perfect... But I really liked her... :(... I joined tinder yesterday, because I was so lonely :/

Here's a thought:

"Lack of mental focus is a breeding ground for defeat."

So I'm going to delete my tinder account immediately! Even after liking all those profiles... YOU GOTTA KNOW WHEN TO CALL IT QUITS!

Is right now the time? As long as you can exercise self-control. I'd like to not go on that app, for the next 10 days. And just devote myself to my work to conquer the CFE. True that.

I did 89 handhops today :) This is what my body is capable of. It's a killing, living, growing machine. Each and every atom! And scarily enough (scarily is that a real word? Whatever... ) scarily enough, it grows when I'm asleep!

Alright peeps! Time to go grab a carrot, GRIND IT, and then turn it into carrot salad, AND THEN I'll need to prepare a sweet potatoe :)

I can't wait to start up again studying for the CFE. I really want to achieve the CPA designation so I can give my future family a better life. I don't believe in god, but I do believe in intangible assets ;). Damn, that's gold, it should go on a T-shirt or something. seriously though. If I ever have a boy or a girl or children, I'm going to make sure I spend a TON of time with them <3 I can't see you kids, But when I have you, you're going to be showered with love not only from the present but far in the past, that you can't even fathom. I know the amount of love for my children (no matter how mischievious) is going to be endless bottomless pit. I'm prepare to kill myself over a thousand times. You get the picture though. My love for my future children is immeasurable. And that being said I"M GOING TO ROCK IT as long as I possibly can tonight so that I'm prepared for my presentation and even generate some questions that I could ask my teammates as well as myself on the report. Got it? GOT IT! LET"S DO THIS GRRRRRRRRR! okay snack time though *leaves*



 Woke up 6 PM went to bed at like 8 AM. So that's 10 hours of sleep. Yup. definitely well rested.

Now that I've woken up I watched a cartoon while I flossed my teeth, then I brushed my teeth, and now I'm doing some oil pulling which I'll do again, immediately after I eat breakfast (fruits, some nuts, grains) and I'm going to cook my garbanzo beans for later. into hummus of course.