August 1, 2016

It's now 5:16 PM...

From like 12 AM to 8 AM, I was on the phone with my ex, then I went to go see her. We inevitably made love (polite talk here). Then I came home and my dad caught me coming in at 8 AM... He's like "Where were you" My response: "I was at my buddies house" He responds back"...You're addicted."

Fair enough lol. I love her a lot. I think she loves me a lot too. But since our families have never had a chance to get along, it's a lost cause at this point in time.

I did some research on food from 3-5 PM:

• if you're a drinker, drink red wine if you have to. 
• eat a lot of vegetables (as mentioned before) 
• eat a lot of fruits (as mentioned before) 
• eat meat (as mentioned before)
• if you're depressed, talk it out or eat because maybe you're lacking some amino acids. Cashews have been known to cure depression! There's a thought. 

Results of my research

I did this research for my ex, but anyone who's a human being can benefit from it. Except for the part about pregnancy, you have to be a woman to benefit from that.

From 8 to 11 I slept, from 11 to 3 I ate and I cleaned.

Now from 5:23 PM to 12:00 AM i want to do some work to:

1. Hand in the weekly assignment for Capstone 2
2. Get caught up with module workshop stuff. 

To do so, I'm going to first take a look at my list of motivations, eat some food (so that I'm not hungry while I'm studying) and meditate for 10 minutes.

I just took a look at my motivations :') so beautiful. I want a kid!!! They're so amazingly cute! A lot of other motivations. There are a TOOOOON of people waiting for me to ace the CFE. And there is a TOOOOOON of competition. It's true too, you think CFE Gold medalists are good? Trust me, there are probably people who worked even harder, and produced even better results. It's DEFINITELY possible. Think about it like this: was their a weak area that a gold medalist had? Probably yes. What about the next guy who studied even harder than the medalist and they achieved a "C" for competent in the area that medalist was weak. Seeeee?

I ate broccoli + hummus + walnuts... Walnuts and broccoli taste surprisingly good together.

Didn't get any studying done today :(.... GAH! No problem though, onto the next day where:

I will not keep doing what I've always been doing, since I want to get what I don't always got.